Abel-Rose

I am burning. I can feel it inside me taking over. Everything I am is being consumed by the flames. I've tried so hard to smother it, but I can't control it. I am a wildfire burning out of control. The embers of hate and bitterness have taken a hold of my soul and there is no going back now. My greatest fear is that the things I love will burn with me, but still the smoke rises. It chokes me till I cannot speak the words of anger that started this fire. All it took was one little spark and everything ignited. I can feel the agonizing heat in the pit of my stomach. Every breath I cough on the ashes of my fury. I am burning and nothing can save

Everything has been said and done And now we are both all alone But don't worry about me For I am stronger then I look I know I've never been very brave But I have found my strength in you I once thought I was worthless That I was never beautiful enough But you showed me I was worth loving You told me I was beautiful Beautiful Inside and out And I believed you, even now As we go our separate ways I believe in you, with all my heart I promise I will be alright For you will always be my love The one who taught me how to love myself

Drip, drip, drip, rain drops pound against my window pane, They pound like the beating of my sad heart The one you left broken and alone in this empty place It pounds and stutters and stops like the rain Drip, drip, drip, my tears rain down on the pictures of us Once we were so happy and in love Now I'm cold and cracked like the glass beside me I run my fingers along the frozen glass Hoping to feel something, anything at all Drip, drip, drip, caught on a sharp edge my skin opens up Staining my pale skin with crimson streams The sun hasn't shined since you've been gone Only rain and darkness every day You've been gone for far too

I try so hard to walk away But something keeps pulling me back You wrap around my heart and pull me back home To a place I never wanted to be I finally ran away but now I want to run back Into your arms, my true home The one place where I am truly happy The place where I feel safe and loved I know I don't seem strong enough to you But for you I let down my walls You're the only one I show my weakness too You're the only one who loves me despite it So even now when I want to run home, I don't I'm so far away, wishing you were here Wishing for a life I know we'll never have For now my heart aches But having you, even for a littl

I thought you loved me But now I don't know Was it all a lie? Or was it that hard to watch me go? I had to go away But I was always yours I promised to come back But now we both hurt down to our cores I thought I loved you But the man I loved would never do this to me You walked away from what we had You said you set me free Did you ever think that freedom wasn't what I wanted? But that belonging to someone was? What I want doesn't matter Nor do the tears I've shed For now we'll say goodbye I shall harbor no hate Because who knows one day We may be brought together by fate

Our love wasn't perfect or magical, but it was a whirlwind and intense You weren't my white knight or my prince, but you were beautiful and strong I knew we'd never get married or have kids, but we had fun and laughter It was never gentle and sweet, but it was rough and passionate You aren't my life or my present, but you are my past and, if I'm lucky, my future

I miss you so much Every day hurts even more Won't you come back home?

Once my heart was so guarded But then there you were Amber eyes that glowed when you looked at me Strong arms that held me close as we dance Always full of infectious laughs and beautiful smiles You had me hooked before I could even think to fight Before I knew it I loved you with my whole heart I never stood a chance

You are my firefly A light in the darkness that I just cannot catch You just flicker and fade But you always come back Just a flash of hope that I desperately chase You are always at my fingertips But I can never have you You are not meant to be trapped in my glass jar You are meant to be free So fly away my love and be happy

I miss you, every single day I miss you, more then you know I miss the sound of your laugh, even when you're laughing at me I miss the sound of your voice, even when you're just rambling I miss the way you blush, when I kiss you on the cheek I miss the strength you possess, when you're just standing it's always there I miss the way you smile just for me, because I actually make you happy I miss your hand on the small of my back, the warmth and love it makes me feel I miss the feel of your skin against mine, and all the nights we were together I miss being yours, more than anything else I miss my days with you, as well as the nights